I should be grateful to have a job. I think that all the time, every day. I know so many other people are grateful. I know so many other people understand how lucky they are to have stable well paying work. Even I understand that, so why does it seem so easy for other people to be happy and enjoy what they do, and I'm just this ungrateful sniveling brat?
I don't feel like I'm trying to be like this. More often than not, when I am thinking about what I'm doing and how lucky I am to keep doing this I come to that conclusion that it's just me. I'm the odd one out and I just need to suck it up and keep going.
Honestly, I'm not sure of what exactly is the issue here, whether it's me not being built for this environment or I'm just a slacker. I'm not sure, but that's what's on my mind right now.
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