Happy?

Usually I use this blog for venting frustrations, so it becomes a bit more difficult to maintain when I'm not in a terrible mood. Odd how that works isn't it? You'd think when I was happy I'd be more inspired to write, but maybe not so much. Maybe I'm just focusing some time on some things elsewhere. I'm not really sure what I've been doing instead of this, just random things.

Not that I'm not still upset with the current situation here. I still disagree with a lot oft hings, but I'm just on a more positive swing right now I guess. Maybe it was the realization that I don't need to be here, I an leave anytime I want, and as long as I'm putting time into figuring that out then, maybe things aren't so bad.

I'm ready for change, that I know. The fire inside me still burns, but instead of burning with rage and despair it's filled more with hope and passion. The desire to create is inside me and I'm trying that, outside of the realm of writing, but still none the less creation is blossoming.


But that's all for now. Maybe I'll come back soon? Hopefully, I do enjoy this still. :)