I don't believe in fate or Destiny. I don't like the idea of a predetermined outcome. That's why I don't like feeling trapped in my job. I feel like I'm sticking myself to this fate that I don't want. There are other things i could be doing with my talents and abilities. I'm no idiot by far.
I'd Like to write. Be a writer. The last time I thought that was possible I was in elementary scjool. The dream just got so far away from me after that. I'd say I stopped believing in myself. But I've always thought I could do anything I put my mind to. But the truth is I'm a little lazy. Well maybe not just a little. A lot.
And I really am a realist at heart. Maybe I just thought it was beyond me. That even if I had talent the chances of success would be low. Who knows. But I just want to change that. I want to try.
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