Friday the 13th

I'm struggling today, more so than most days. I'm not mad, I'm not sad I'm simply apathetic. I couldn't will myself to car even if I wanted to. there's not much motivation for today, maybe it's because I finally saw my best friend for the first time in over a year. It just makes me yearn for simpler times. Or maybe today is just the Friday the 13th jitters. I'm not even sure how to describe the feelings I'm having today. I just want to go home.